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College :D

2011-04-12T04:54:00.000-07:00

Hey guys. I'm here to update my blog again.
Just started my college for the past 1 week & I can say everything going well i guess.
Hmmm....

So if anyone doesn't know what course im taking right now,
Im taking TBF = Taylor's Business Foundation at Taylor's Lakeside...
Around 260 ++ students joined in March intake :o
Big number lols !

SOOooooooo... Lets talk about orientation day !!
Bored, not interesting at all but met quite a few friends. haha
The greatest part is that I met a girl call Mandy on the first day.
& she's taking Foundation in Designnnn....

Oh well, She's awesomeeeee i can say !!!
Everyone thought we're like best friends/closest friends/sister?
HAhahahahaha.
You guys have been fooled by us !!
We're close but we just know each other for few days only
Can you imagine.. FEW DAAYSSS only....

Like who will knw each other for few days only and can be the closest friend in college !
Amazing right? Really glad to know her as a friend. !
We have a lot similar stuff that we actually doesn't know !
We love Chatime, Camwhore, Shopping, Gossip & Stalking Hot guys Toooo. HAHA
Aww . You're just awesome Mandy !!!

So here is she ! Mandy Gioh !

Now our TBF were separated into 11 groups.
Our group right, guys more than girls and they're all sooo talllkkkaatttiiivveeee and noisy !
Hahahaha. But they're friendly. !
Our tutor said our group is the most talkative class ! Haha

We're in business school so every monday we have to wear Formal attire.
You knw all those kind of formal attire like OL , office wear.
Urgh. Trouble us only !

This is how my formal wear look like. :s

&& how can i miss this. My hiao po Sze Yiing is taking the same course with me & we're in the same group !! Awwww~~~
Our love will get more stronger my sha po! :p

Jesslyn taking Mass Communication. Different course with us but in the same campus :D

This week classes. We just started our marketing and accounts.
Accounts was tough for me and econs and marketing.
:( All my brain was full of science facts, experiments. Omg.
Now in a sudden, my brain need to be twisted into business facts and everything isss sooo sooo new for me....

Account class seriously I don't understand a thing at all. But with all the help from my friends, i can understand a bit. Like A BIT! T___T
I guess i need a tuition teacher. D:
First class already feel so stressed with accounts.
So what's next? Econs? Omg ! I hardly breathe right now !
Hope i can just cope with it. **crossfinger**

Gonna stop over here. :) Stay tune again Xoxo

Sing K Session

2011-04-06T01:31:00.000-07:00

QUIK LIEW. ! My favourite girl, And buddy sister. She's finally back from National service after for 3 months training. Do you miss me? Hahaha :D After for so long, we decided to hang out together and go for karaoke Session with Eling & taki. :) My two favourite girl also !

Eling, Taki

Karaoke Session In Redbox,Lowyat :D With cheap prices and you can sing for long period of time. Here are all the pictures :D

I just love her. Awwww....

We can be so crazy sometimes :D

We must hang out together more okay ! Love ya . XOXO

18th Bday Bash Pt.2

2011-04-05T23:37:00.000-07:00

This year Birthday was special. I celebrated 2 times with different gangs of people :)
Birthday venue was held in La Bodega, Pavilion with my schoolmates. :D Happy to see all of them since we graduated from high school :) hehehe.

My sister, Pui yi Made me a flower as well as Ting ying. Aww. I can't believe you guys are so sweet and the flowers are awesome! Handmade Flowers. Thank you much. Best Birthday Present for this year :)

Sister,Pui yi

Ting ying !

We were waiting in Chatime, Pavilion . The guys came over already !

Jeong jun & derrick

Labodega, Pavilion

Jeong Jun

Derrick

Joe yee & Karin

Pui Yi

Mun Heem

Na dat & Cherng woei

Ching Xong

Brandon

Chen Keong

Salina

Taddahhhh.... The guys sang me birthday song to me :D Videos are uploaded in FB ! You guys can see it in my FB Profile.

Happy birthday to myself :D

Im getting older :( T___T

The girls :D

The guys :D

All of us. hehehe

Love this group Pic :D

A simple dinner and simple birthday celebration is happy enough . Thanks people :)

18th Bday In Advance

2011-04-05T22:07:00.000-07:00

Oooppsss. This Birthday post should be Updated long ago around mid of March. So sorrryyy. Been Busy about College & i just started few days ago ! :D

This year 18th Birthday was well planned & i'm really really happy and satisfied as most of my friends can make it for my bday :D A big hug to all of you ! Love you guys a lot !!!

Venue was held at Delicious, Dua residency. Have you guys heard about it? Its a nice chilling dinner place at there and if you guys have any dinner or party events, you might think about this place :) A great place to held :)

The earliest who arrived were Maykye & Lionel. hahahaha. Even I also haven't arrived yet & still at home preparing. Teeheee....

Husbandku, Kye

Lionel & Kye :D

Everyone arrived and all of them are late. As always. hahaha.
The people who came :D

Mzyoka :D

Lucas, Kor

Sheng eu

Kelvin yip

Shawn

Panda

Kenny

Vit vit :D

Patricia & her boyfie :D

Daniel

Berlin

Yizun

Emiko

Eling :D

Chinchai

Maykye :D

Kye & Eling :D

Chainee :D

Kahean

Ahh Kroon, Carey :D

Taki :D

Yiing, Qin, Selina, Jesslyn :D

Group Pic !!!!!!

The guyssss

The girlss :D

ALL OF US ! HEHE

My family :D

Thanks for all the people who came & This was the best birthday ever. Thank you so much. Xoxo

Birthday post coming up !

2011-03-25T07:52:00.001-07:00

Mua Birthday Post will be updated soon !
StayTune!!! :)

I just love March

2011-03-14T22:34:00.000-07:00

March babe ! Another shopping day with my love one, Eling.

Pavilion again ! Hahaha. & ofcourse Cha Time. ! Our favourite. How could we miss it if we are at Pavi. Sure need to grab one drink from there. I ordered my fav green tea ice blended bubble tea. <3 & we were waiting others to come too....

So then the obsessed girl for CHATIME, chainee arrived. hahahaa. & mzyoka too !!! They ofcourse ordered their fav drinks too.

Vittoria came along too.

Then we decided to watch movie ! Awwww ! All the latest movies in cinema i havent even watch one yet. Need find some time to catch all the movies. At first, we wanna watch Big Mama, but out of tickets :( Luckily I AM NUMBER FOUR still have seats. and we straight away watch it.

My husbandku, Maykye came to Pavi too. Surprisingly she said she's not coming, but she came. Glad to see her !! <3 & so My kor, Lucas came over too with Kelvin, Sheng Eu & lionel, & kenny :) & we met Elin too !

Taki, Eling, Elin Tan

Dinner at The Market Hall, The new restaurant open at the top floor. Opposite wong kok chan teng ! Its italian restaurant. Not bad wo the food..

Taki is in the house ...

After dinner, went over to Rainforest bar !

Say hello to the new member, SHENG EU !

My lovely kor , Lucas

End here with this pic :)

March Wedding dinner

2011-03-13T22:36:00.000-07:00

Aloha people. Im back to blogging again! So lets just talk about March alright !

Another new month it seems. But full of excitement & surprise for ME ! SPM results will be on my actual birthday 23rd of March . You'll be like. o__O results on my birthday? WTH. & Speechless. Just hope it will be good results.

Sooo Birthday coming soon.... Still thinking should i celebrate or not. Cause its my 18th B Day ! They say 18 B day Bok Bok Chui wo ! hahahaha...

March 13th , Wedding dinner at Empire Hotel, Subang Jaya :)

Its Gary & Chloe Wedding dinner.

Chloe !

The wedding couple....

Mom & I

Thats all for the day ! Continue for the next post :)
xoxo

UPDATING SOON.

2011-03-11T20:00:00.001-08:00

WILL BE UPDATING MY BLOG SOON :)
STAY TUNED !

16th Birthday Bash ♥

2011-02-24T00:11:00.000-08:00

19/12/2011 !

Eling Birthday Celebration At Pavilion, Michalengeno restaurant ! A dining restaurant as well as western restaurant too ! Her birthday started around 3pm & everyone was late ! KL timing always late one ! hahahaha

So at first, I walked all the way to Times Square and meet up my darlingku EELYN, to find her birthday present. Luckily we spotted this little cute TIGER boaster & bought it ! Hope You like it yar !

This is the cute little TIGER BOASTER :0

Birthday Present for you !

This is EELYN :)

3 happy family :)

Enjoy the Photo Session :)

Chloe ♥

Love her much ! ♥

3 of us ♥

Mzyoka ! ♥

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4 of us ♡

Kelvin & chin chai ! ♡

Berlin Ngg ♡

Chai nee ♥

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Wheeee !!★

All of us !♥

Yvonne finally came & can meet her liao :) ★

Panda too ! :D ★

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Von Von also came :)

♥

Vonbebe is in the house :)

& Jesslynn ☺

Once again, Thanks for the invite yar :)
Have a great one ! ♥♡♥

Just for you My dear Eling !

2011-02-22T19:51:00.000-08:00

MARCH 2010 :D

MARCH 2011 ! :D

Happy Birthday My dear Eling Tang ! You're officially Sixteen Right now ! Growing older again But still pretty & young & mature look ! Hahaha.

I Still remembered when is our first time that we meet each other ! Do you still remember ? :D It's my Birthday too ! Met u on my birthday day & from that day onwards we started to stay contact in Facebook & phone ! Thanks to Facebook i can say ! hahaha !

2010 march ! This is our first time we met each other & so on, we started hanging out together and started to bond our friendship... The 1st day out with you was in Pavilion Wong Kok ! hahaha. I Still remembered how we started talk to each other and have fun taking photos .....

This is our memories from March till december 2010 ! Enjoy !

March 2010
My Birthday !

Wong kok Pavilion !
1st day out !

Jesslyn Birthday ! In Pavilion !

July 2010! Helped her to bake cake for Her Lovely Boyfie, Jevin !

Swimming Pool !

Jevin birthday 2010 !

The day out after my SPM 2010 ! December !

The Night is still young ! Pavilion '10 !

And so this is our 2010 memory ! Appreciate her a lot & really glad to knw her ! Although we just knw each other for 1 year but i guess we can knw each other more and keep in touch as long as our friendship stay together....

So now this is 2011 memory !

January 2011 !

In Pavilion ' The Fridays '

February 2011 ! Chinese New year open house

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Your sweet 16 birthday celebration in MARCH 2011 :)
PAVILION MICHALENGENO !

Taddahhhhh ! Hope You Love My Post for you !
Birthday Present for you & the TIGER :D
Hahahaha!

Love ya
XOXO

Shisha + Genting ! 19/2/11

2011-02-20T19:28:00.000-08:00

Chinese new year is officially over ! No more red packets & gambling session ! T__T

19/2/11 Eling's Sweet 16th Birthday In Michalengeno Restaurant In pavilion ! Photos are not up yet So wait for this post yar !

Berlin & kelvin
Fat hiao ar X)

Around 11pm, Vittoria came over to mua house to fetch me over to W'jun Farewell's partay ! Err.. I don't really knw him so we just went over there for chilling session! :) After the party, decided to go for SHISHA !!! X___X *blink*Blink*

All of us desperately & dying for shisha ! so went to Mutiara Damansara, Hookah House ! Cheap shisha over there. Only for rm10 ! And their Mango flavor is Awesome !! You guys should try it next time .....

Berlin, Yizun, Kelvin

See their lovely teeth :D
Berlin&Yizun !

Gayness Chin Touchiing

Chainee, Vit, Kenji

Daniel !
Loot at his face 0.0

Wootss. Shisha !

Thank you for the hot weather & all of us are so hot & sweaty around midnight, Genting Highland Is the next round ! Hahahaha ! Drive all the way up from kl to Genting in the middle of the night '3am' ? hahaha ! It was seriously late....

Love Vittt :)

Peaceee X_X

Yizun !

Arrive there around 4 in the morning ! Such a cold weather over there & Karyan was in Genting too ! so we gave her a surprised & she got up from bed & came all the way down to meet us ! X)

Karyan in the house :D

I went back early cause i met My cousin sis over there ! 0__0 Arrived home around 6 in the morning !! Epic tired But Awesome day i had with them :)

Stay tuned with Eling's Birthday Post !

Sweet february !

2011-02-15T18:46:00.000-08:00

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一年一次的Open House 又來啦！I don't want to be long winded , so i'll just make it as a short post for you guys easy to read. ! :) It was a saturday open house & also My beloved friend , Mzyoka(jiahui) sweet 18th ! Well, her actual day wasn't on that day, but we just help her to celebrate her earlier birthday celebration :)

Mzyoka sweet 18th !

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Outfir of the day ! Top frm Topshop, Bottom frm Paul frank!

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During noon hour, went over to Pavilion forwhile ! I bought her a Red Handbag frm Charles & Keith which she in loved with it for few weeks ago ! Used my salary & bought her this present ! How sweet am i right zoka? HAHA !

Happy Birthday Zoka ! Love you ♥

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Lu Han lin & zoka !

Lu han Lin came over to Pavi too to give her present frm Uniqlo! Awww~ Hope she like our presents !! Then we went over to THE SHIP ,near jln sultan ismail for her bday party !

The Table !

Berlin♥

Mzyoka & Chai nee ♥

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We waited for around 2 hrs & everyone is finally here ! Lunch promotion in The Ship only for rm39 ++ So cheap ! I didn't order anything frm there cause i was rushing to go home for tonight preparation .....

Wore a long dress for the evening event!

Chloe

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Love this :)

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Evangelina Bong :)

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Zhan hao !

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Open house is in the house right now ! :) All my friend came except for a few. In total around 30? Haha. I guessed i invited too many people this year that i couldn't spend my time with all of them in separate gangs ! Deeply apologize to you guys :( Hope you guys have fun okay !

SO here are all the pictures ! ENjoy ! . XOXO

Eling tang !

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The gang !♥

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The crowd !

My darlingku
Pauline, Alyna, Selina, Daphne :)♥

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My kor ! Lucas ♥

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Chai nee ! ♥

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My sha po ! Sze yiing :) ♥

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Panda, shawn, Yiing ! ♥

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Yvonne :) ♥

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Lovely couples !
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Selina, Yiing ! ♥

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Jesslyn !

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My darlingsss...
Pui yi, Salina, Selina, Ting ying

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XOXO. !

拜天宮初九！

2011-02-10T18:39:00.000-08:00

時間真的過得好快喔....一瞬間今天已經是初九了！

初九有甚麼特別呢.... 就是福建人拜天宮的日子啦！呵呵.... 我們一家人呢是福建人也是Hokkien-nang... 所以每到初九我們都不會拜拜的... 所以今年就去了媽媽的朋友家拜年啦....

Outfit for the day frm TOPSHOP !

Open house 在 Cheras Hartamas ! 很靠近Cheras Leisure Mall ! 在哪裡一直都聽到鄰居放煙花等等的。差不多有超過7次那麼多！然後就一直都聽到 PONG,PONG,PONG 的聲音.....

到了差不多12am 左右，拜天宮儀式開始啦！首先當然是拜拜現啦！然後就開始燒錢紙... Open Burning 真的很夠力一下咯！

然後呢就開始放炮咯！差不多有5分鐘.... 超級大聲的。然後就放2次煙花！哈哈。。沒有警察的嘛？今年煙花真的很多。比以往更多。。。可是真的很有過年feeeeel 嘛！哈哈！！

好啦！待續。。。。

Pt.2 CNY

2011-02-09T18:47:00.000-08:00

說回初一
我們大家庭的照片喔！

好啦。就講起初六開始咯！初六呢，去了媽媽朋友的家拜年喔。沒甚麼特別，就放了煙花等等的... 地點呢就在 BUKIT JALIL GOLF CLUB RESORT ! 到了半夜才到家。然後當然是自拍時間啦。HEHE.....

Outfit for the day
Both top & bottoms frm F21 !

Tadaaahhh

初七！

在 PARK ROYAL HOTEL 和親戚們吃晚飯。其實呢是幫婆婆慶祝生日可是她的真真的生日是在初九.... 叫了幾枚菜然後拍拍照片的.... 不講那麼多咯...

穿著PINK 旗袍的就是我婆婆！:)

Lou Sang !!!

Huat ar !!!

媽媽和堂哥

表妹 !

表妹和她媽媽!

表姐和她男朋友！

中間就是我婆婆啦！漂亮吧 :D
她的妹妹就坐在她的旁邊...

年糕！不能缺少的東西！

甜品！

我的臉好肥啊！！

酷的樣子X)

還有更多的Post要跟你們分享喔....

待續。。。。。。

Gong xi Fa chai !

2011-02-07T18:53:00.000-08:00

年初一

時間過得好快對吧？現在已經是年初六了...新年的假期逐漸減少而且現在每一個人都已經開學和開工啦: ) 紅包呢？哦...還不到一千以上...希望這個星期裡面去朋友家可以拿到更多喔！

好吧！就講起初一咯... 我看每一個人早上起來一定會打扮得美美，漂漂亮亮...穿新衣服，旗袍等等的...我呢？就穿回舊衣啦...都找不到漂亮的裙...

每一年的初一我們一家人都會首先去拜神！拜平安嘛... 去到Petaling Street神廟拜拜，然後今年就特別點。去了老人院拜訪他們和給了他們食物等等的。因為如果給他們紅包的話，他們不一定可以用到喔！所以只好賣一些日常用品給他們好了！

過後呢！！！當然是去拜年啦！拿紅包嘛！Haahahahah ! 到了親戚家呢，開始賭錢咯！！一年才一次。當然要賭博才算過年的嘛。。。呵呵``

到了晚上一起吃晚餐咯！開飯咯！！！開始"Lou Sang " !!! Huat 啊｀｀｀｀

我的願望呢當然是SPM成績考的好好的！全科A ~~~ hahaahah....

好啦。別在發夢了.... 回來現實吧！

到了年初三就回家鄉咯！拜訪婆婆！:) 我的家鄉呢是在Sungkai,Perak. 應該你們懂在哪裡吧! 有熱溫泉的！哈哈。

初四回到來 KL咯！

待續。。。。。。。。。

Outing for clothes !

2011-01-26T20:05:00.000-08:00

1 more week till Chinese new year !!! This year i dont really feel the mood & even my parents too ! I still remembered long time ago they'll buy a lot of decorations and "Nian Huo " for cny but this year they seemed so lazy and used back the old one's (decorations) and make simple decorations in our house !

Everyone will be damn excited buying their new clothes. As they said : New year must have New Clothes mah ~ Teeheeeee....

Last thursday walked around Pavilion, Fahrenheit, Sg wang & Times square. At last i bought most of the clothes from Pavi but not in Ts Or Sg wang ! I dont knw why ! They dont have any nice clothes anymore & no fitting somemore.

But if Im in the age around 14/15 , then thats the time where all of us will shop and hang around a lot in that place. but as age grew older, our taste of choosing clothing changed... Maybe we are matured? hahahahahaa

Anywayyyyy........

Last saturday went Pavilion with Taki, Edmund, Simon, Mzyoka , Yuyu Than, Her bf , Berlin & other friends.

TAKI !

Keith & Zoka

This year, i bought a lot of normal and plain tee ! i dont knw whyyy also leh !

Two plain tee from TOPSHOP, Superman tee from SUPERMANSHOP, F21 and moreee !
Thinking should i buy jeans short pants from GUESS . Hmmmm..

Zoka

Berlin!

Met alyna over there too <3

Around night time, Parents came over and we watched Homecoming ! :)

More post coming up soon ! Stay tune.....

Rock 2 parties !

2011-01-25T23:03:00.000-08:00

Have you ever tried 2 parties fall on the same day and the same time? I did ! & both of the party is a must to go cause its a sweet 18th birthday party & a farewell party ! As everyone knows sweet 16,18, & 21 is the biggest party and the most memorable birthday ever. So thats why how can I miss it !

But another important party i need to attend is A farewell party ! One of my classmate is going off to U.S for her further studies. Thats mean i wont be able to meet her that often anymore. So both party fall on Friday at 7pm ! One is at pavilion TGIF *again*, and duck king restaurant At Brtish Council building ! Luckily both of the places are near to each other. So not a big problem to me ! Teeheeee....

As usual, I went to Chatime, Pavilion around noon for chilling session first :) Selina be my partner and accompany me . !

Selina !

I just love her a lot !

Walked around until evening, Alyna, Eujin, Mzyoka & Yin Shan Arrived too :)

Alyna planning to give a surprise to Pei Yin sweet 18th birthday in TGIF. So all of us stayed in Starbucks & wait everyone to arrive first.

ZOKA !

playing BB lols !

Eujin !

4 of us !!

wo de zoka !!

wheeee ....

1,2,3,....

The Birthday girl !

Loi Pei Yin !

Eling & zoka

Berlin Ng !!

Chloe

Around 8 something, need to rush over to farewell party. Sorry pei yin, was rushing and couldn't wish u during the cutting cake session. Happy birthday okay !

Anyway, I was lateeee !!!

Sorry Mainelynn, the farewell girl !

The farewell girl

My sexy woman, Salina

My sis, pui yi

2 leng zai.

Zhan hao & Mun heem

Derrick

Lolssss

One happy family

Love them

All off usss

Primary friend

Wo de ai ren !

same !!

wo ai ni

the girls

Lastly take care my dear !!!

Love you !

Taylor's Open day !

2011-01-25T20:49:00.000-08:00

Taylors Open Day At Lakeside campus !

For further enquiry & more information about my future course, I actually went all the way to Taylor's Lakeside Campus for counselling meeting. !

Seriously when i arrived this campus, I was like WOW ! Is this an university or hotel? Haaha. Its freaking huge & you might get lost when the first time u reached there. I guess this campus call as Lakeside cause there's a lake in the center of this campus? hahaha. !!!

I’m sure those of you interested in studying at Taylor’s would have already dropped by the campus, right? If not, it’s your loss. But no worries because I’ll be showing you here what you can expect when you enroll in Taylor’s University Lakeside Campus.

How beautiful is it !

Meeting hall

The libraryyyy !!!

The IT room !

I just love the view of this campus !!!

So after all the thoughts and ideas from other friend , lastly i decided to take FOUNDATION IN BUSINESS in March intake. So if any of you are applying for march intake do say Hi to me ! :) or maybe you guys might taking the same course as me, we might be same class :)

We love this placeeee !!!

And the most awesome thing about this place is their food restaurant ! Can you believe that they have STARBUCKS at here?

HAVE A LOOK!

TADAAAHHH ! STARBUCKS COFFEE AT TAYLORS LAKESIDE !

AND MOREEEEE

THEY HAVE WONG KOK RESTAURANT TOO !

BISTRO RESTAURANT

FACE TO FACE NOODLES

BREAD STORYY !

HAIR SALON SOMEMORE

OLD TOWN WHITE COFFEE

MAC SHOP

SUBWAY

&
&
MOREEEEEE !!!!!!!!!

So this University really a good choice to come over and study. Good environment and full of facilities ! Faster come over and register if u haven't do so !

See you guys there !!

After this campus day, Surprisingly it was education fair day too in KLCC CONVENTION CENTRE ! Diff college or uni will be having their own booth in convention centre so we head over there for a look. & seriously KLCC was full of people especially graduated students !! & foursquare help me to knw which friend are at KLCC Too ! hahahaa

After educational fair, wanted to watch Paranormal activity 2, but we wanted to shop.. so From klcc we went over to Pavilion !!!

Have our lunch in La bodega ! & Thats all for it !

Stay tune peeps !

Xoxo

27.12.2010

2011-01-24T23:54:00.001-08:00

Selina wong sweet 17th falls on the december 2010 ! This is the first year & first time ever help her celebrate her birthday. We gave her a surprise party in TGIF at Gardens. Hope you Love it !

TGIF , GARDENS

Selina ! The birthday girl

& No more TGIF birthday celebration again please. Im actually quite sick of it . No offense people. ! New idea for birthday celebration next time okay ! : )

Heart her !

My sis Pui yi :)

Pui yi, Mainelynn !

Bee Ling :)

So surprise that our friend Jeong jun birthday falls the same date with Selina ! So all of us helped both of them to celebrate too :)

Birthday Boy : Jeong jun !

The Guys!!!

Mun heem !

Cherng woei !

He always like to act cool ! ==!

Na dat ! Flirty him !

We ordered pasta and nachos for our lunch! and some bread dishes too ! Not much food we had actually.

Nachos !

Chicken pasta !

Seafood pasta

Bread. !

Forgot what name is it !

After a while, Maykye also in Gardens. ! So we meet up again! Haha.

Maykye !

Its time to wish Both of them happy birthday !!!

Tadddaahhhh.

Happy birthday selina & Jeong jun !

HAPPY BIRTHDAY !

After TGIF, Hang around and taking pic !

3 of us !

Group Pic

My beloved Yt !

Wheee ~~~

Then we head over to Zouk Cafe for drinks ! We ordered Sex On The Beach and cocktail! Teeheeee....

12 shots ! Sex On The Beach

Our drinks

My Lovely pinky drink ! *Forget the drink name *

Met up my lovely kor : Lucas tham !

Ayi and Kenny were here too ! So we went over to Starbucks In Mid V !

We ordered drinks again ! My fav Toffee Nut Frap ! :D <3

Toffee Nut Frap !

Ayi Goh !

Kenny !

Thats all for it ! I hope my lovely selina had her greatest birthday ever ! We Love You !

Memory 2010

2011-01-24T22:38:00.000-08:00

The 2nd day of outing with the girls before i go to Japan :) Pavilion for the dayy ....

As all of us know, Almost everyone is crazy with CHATIME In pavilion. Their bubble tea with diff fav is the best Best BEST I tell u !

In Chatime !

If one of you out there have not tried any of their drink yet, Please faster go and try one in Pavilion now. Its just right behind ROXY :) And another outlet is opening soon In Times Square. Woootsssssss !!!!

Yummmmyyy !

How can I miss my Chatime on that day, so went over to Chatime to order their bubble tea. Ordered my fav Nai Cha bubble Tea with pearllllll :D

The view !

Sitting down there alone and waiting everyone to reach. Seems like Im the earliest and everyone is late ! :s Chloe Finally Arrive and she ordered her fav drink tooooo :D

My dear Chloe <3

We started to camwhore :D

She can be so crazyyyyy

Ghost face :p

After a while, Mzyoka finally arriveeeeeeddd :D

Zokazoka :D

First time meet her in real person

Carey Pang :)
My dear ahh krooonn <3

Another pic of us :)

4 of us !

Busy talkinggg.......

Smileeeee C:

After having our chatime, walked all the way to Sungai Wang plaza ! All of us wanted to look for new clothes.... Later on, Maykye arrived tooooo !

My Husbandy Makye !

CHILLING SESSION Time In Kim Gary !

4 of us took one straw and put it above our lips ! Hhahahhahaa. Lets see below !

Take 1

Take 2

Take 3

Take 4

<3>

HAHAHAH . I just cant stop laughing when i see all these pic ! Sweet memory .....

We walked back to Pavilion to meet My darling Elicia ! Back to CHATIME again ! hahaha

Best place for chilling session !

Love Elicia :)

Can you see how crazy are we !

Group Pic!!!

3 Iphone vs 1 samsung !

Thats all for the dayyyy !!!!

Xoxo........

The night

2011-01-24T20:52:00.000-08:00

The night with Panda, Eling <3

The night i spent with Panda & eling In Pavilion... 3 of us ordered drinks and talk sam xi with each other. Teeheeee. Panda & I ordered Corona (beer) for few bottles and guai lui Eling only ordered hot tea. Haha

I just simply love this pic

Outfit for the day

She's the best !!!

At first i drank a cocktail and nothing really affect my mood yet. When I started talk about my stuff to them, i ordered more & more Beer and I actually drunk ~ Oopppsieee .___.

Eling <3

Panda <3

i heart them C:

<3>

After drinking session, we went over to Mist Club to fetch Lovely Wen :) However, i keep crying and talking sam xi to them . Hahaha. Until both of them also cant control me ! Omg. !

Sometimes she can be so cute :D

After that, we went back to Pavilion Red Box Plus . Sing k Session :) Muahaahaha. Drunk ass me will never happen again !

Thanks for the nights people :)

31.12.2010

2011-01-24T19:12:00.000-08:00

The first ever post in 2011 !
Sorry for the super late post everyone.

31.12.2010 which is new year eve. I guess everyone went out to celebrate and countdown with your beloved friends or family right?

During new year eve, I decided to stay at home & countdown with my friends. Outside i bet it will be damn crowded lol....

So Taki , Edmund, Simon, Sze ying, Shawn wong came over to my house & we had our dinnerrrrr :)

There she is My <3>

Cute Shawn :)

Around 11.50pm , Fireworks time !!! All of us countdown-ing for fireworks at the balcony and beautiful view of KLCC just right infront of us.

And the funny thing is, my neighbour actually took her video cam to shoot for the fireworks. Haha. Everyone is enjoying out there, screaming all the way and shouting HAPPY NEW YEAR........HHAHAHAHAH. !!!

3,,,,,2,,,,,,1 !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

TADAHHHHHHHHH

HAPPY NEW YEARRRRR !!!!

BOOM BOOM BOOMMMMMMMM
FIREWORKS IN THE AIR :D

Such a beautiful fireworks for around 10 mins !!!
<33333

When we wanted to take pic with the fireworks, the fireworks just ended.
Lolsss !
But still I love this pic :)

Arounnd 1 am plus plus, Jesslyn, Woon qin, Panda, Wen Finally reached after a long traffic jam in KL. !!!

My sweetie Jesslyn

Si wen po Yiing

One happy family :D

Camwhoring crazily !

At last HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE AND HAPPY 2011 :)

i HEART THEM!!!

Shopping queen !

2010-12-10T01:09:00.001-08:00
First day of outing after SPM :)

First stop: Sungai wang Plaza.
I decided to call Eling and hang out with me

Outfit for the day.

I was kinda lazy to dress myself up.
Maybe Too long i didnt hang out already so I just simply pick one.
I love my shortpants. I think its because colorful. XD
Bought it from bangkok and bangkok seriously is a shopping paradise. Gosh
I must go again next year :)

So I spend a lot and now im kinda broke.
I shall take Pocket money from daddy

The stuff i bought for the day !!!

A black cardigan !
I love this a lot ! It only cost rm49.90
& the quality not bad also ! Worth it

This red,black & white top !
Left last piece only.
Normal price is 39
But the Boss lady give me a discount & sell it to me rm29
Muahhaa. I save rm10 !

I bought this half quarter grey pants.
The cloth is very comfy i tell you
& it only cost rm25 !!

This brown bag only cost rm19 !!!!!!
How cheap is it. OMgosh ! hahahaha.
Thanks to Eling babe who bring me into that shop ! hahahaha
I seriously save a lot

So now this high waist skirt.
Guess how much is it???
Cost rm25 only !
At first we went to one shop and cost rm29 !
So then we decide to go other shop and check it out
Maybe other shop might sell in a lower price.
So other shop really sell with a lower price. Only rm25 ! HAHAHA
Rm4 saved ! :D

This sha po Eling seriously a shopping queen. She know how to shop and spend it wisely and ask the boss for discount. Haha. Seriously have the best shopping ever with her.

And i bought some make up from SASA too !
SASA really is the place to get all the make up.
I bought maybelline eye liner gel, fake eye lashes glue and 3 diff brown eye shadow(day time) !
My concealer is missing :( I Need to get one from other place. !

So Guess how much i bought all together?
Only rm170 ! MUAHAHAHA.
Im a happy woman and i spend it wisely !
You guys shall go over there and have a look. Seriously worth it to buy some clothes over there
Not too expensive and the quality still can accept. Depends what clothing you buying.
Dont choose all those design that ppl already have it and sell it in a lot of shops.

And you must be a smart spender to get a good price if not you'll regret !
This is what Eling taught me . I love you a lot <3>
Smile for the day :)

Thats all for today post.
XOXO !

Plans for Holiday

2010-12-06T06:06:00.000-08:00

Well well well !
Im back poeple !
1 month of spm and is going to end in like 2 days more?
HAHA.

Progress in spm ! ,
Hmmm.... I guess i did well for some subject but other sub not really good.
So just see how the results goes in next year march 2011.
We can't changed our answer anymore right?

Anyway, PLAN PLAN PLAN FOR HOLIDAY :D
1st of all : Outing with the girls ofcourse ! HAHA.
2nd : Dance dance dance for the rest of my life : )
3rd : COLLEGE ! New friends? New life?
4rd : trip ! Vacation !
15th of december i will be going to japan for 8 or 9 days? Until 23rd !
Can you imagine how cold the weather is in japan?
& the currency should be very high too.
Guess can't shop a lot over there. :(

so now ! after 23rd ! Is Christmas ! : )
Ding dong bell !
Santa claus in the house !
Any plans for xmas for myself?
i guess i dont have any.
Well just have to wait for my friend to plan it, or maybe celebrate with my family?

I love countdown although it is very crowded.
I just love the atmosphere and enjoy with everyone !
You need to enjoy every second and every minute in your life.
How can you miss all this awesome event in every year, I should say you are lifeless !

& i will continue my dance life.
Will be joining the performance group !
I have the chance to perform in every country.
How can i miss it !.
A great opportunity to gain experience from other country.
And compete with other competitors in diff country.

But now i need to buck my up technique and my flexibility !
I need to go UP UP UP To that level !

Everyone is asking me which college am i choosing. !
Either HELP or TAYLORS !
The reason why i choose HELP , a lot of diff events going on especially dance event : )
and the lecturer are quite good
However, TAYLORS, lack of events, and they just studied all the way .
i can become nerd nerd nerd lols !
& very traffic jam lols ! so im still thinking about it. !

& i will be taking march intake. So i have 3 months to spend for my holiday. :D
spend wisely . Haha...

So i will stop here now
. I will update my outing soon : )
Xoxo.

WORKING HARD. ~

2010-11-10T05:16:00.000-08:00
SPM IN ONE AND THE HALF MORE WEEK !!!!

Trying so hard to revise everything but studying fail. !
The only thing i can do now is just do as many papers i can to help me remember all the details.
& i need to store all these little information into my memory bank !

5 more weeks to go and im done with THIS MAJOR EXAM SPM !
& After 8th of December, Im officially have this ticket which is FREEDOM ~
3 months of holidays ! imagine it ! Oh my !
Shopping, Hanging out with my belove oness, Tv drama, & DANCE !
I planned everything for my 3 months of holiday :D

AND JAPAN TRIP With family ~

Omgosh ! all these awesome activity will be coming soon and i cant just wait for it to come !
Just study like mad for this 5 weeks. Just 5 little weeks. Which around one and the half month. !

& Thats It ! Thats it ! Leave all my books aside !
& Next year will be stepping into NEW LIFE. !

COLLEGEEEE ~~~
I guess a lot of my friends will be looking forward to college ~
Cause they said, Hot guys? No more uniforms ! Flexible timetable And ETC..... !

URGH!
MAJOR headache for spm !

Aiming for 8 or straight A's for SPM !
9 subject for this year spm !

A'SSSSSS
I WANT A'SSSS :D

Goodluck everyone who are sitting for SPM alright
Xoxo

Woman are strong !

2010-10-26T07:37:00.000-07:00

Do you still remember when is your first date and your first love?
I think i do :)

A person will grow up after having one relationship.
Your thinking become mature and you know what you're doing.
Unlike last time, you just accepted someone blindly without thinking is it the right man for you.
& just go for it without thinking deeply.

So at the end, you might have a good relationship but mostly you'll feel disappointed.
& blame to yourself why are you being so stupid & innocent that time.
Why can't just think properly so then we wont get hurt at the end.

Woman always get the hurt one at the end, and GUYS?
Flirting with others like nobody business. !
Sometimes, they just don't understand what we think and try to understand us.
They dont give any effort on what is on our mind.
They just dont give a Damn !
Am i right?

Thats why woman always the strongest person on the earth !
They learn to be independent and do not count on guys anymore.
& not easily fooled by anyone else.

We are smart but not like toys letting guys playing around !
Our heart are soft-hearted too.
When come into relationship, we'll just close our eyes and love the one.
Sometimes can just forgive your other one for a lot of times eventhough they made a lot of mistake.

As long they are still with you and does not hurt you anymore.

Promise always fails at the end, but sometimes we just can be so blind and stupid.

Somehow, my relationship wasn't a good one.
But who cares.
I grown up.
I need to look forward.
I knw what is important to me now : )

And I'm not stupid and the innocent little girl anymore.
Not the soft hearted one anymore.
Guess im strong?

& currently,
i guess im fallin' in love?
Am i? 0.0

New layout !

2010-10-24T00:38:00.000-07:00

2 days in editing my blog layout and now im done :))))

Hope you guys like it ! <3>

XOXO

2010 The friends !

2010-10-08T10:14:00.000-07:00
This year 2010,
Really really knew a lot of new friends and become good friends in this few months. The one I love and treasure most,

Eling tang Babe <3>
She is just so random and funny. She can laugh at anything & always pissed off at something if she really dislike or feel pms. HAHAHA. Funny her ! Thats why i love her so much . Feel like being beside her and cheer her up all the time. Although she younger than me 2 years. We are like sisters :)

The first time we met :)
17th birthday celebration 2010

Third outing :)

teach her how to bake cake. Hahaha

Love love <3>

Carey Pang, My Alien Kroon <3>
Can't believe she is older than me one year. Hahahaha.... I love her lots lots although we didn't meet each other but we talk on the phone when we wanna heart talk with each other. Cause we have same story and experience. Thats why i always heart her lots. & she is always there for me . :) <3>

My ji mui !!

Amilk Low :) Milk milk !
The funniest thing i knew her is through facebook. But we didn't really talk to each other. We just leave comment. Until one day she asked me to attend her small birthday celebration. hahaha. From that day we start to know each other and getting closer with each other. She is so beautiful and i love her hair. I dont knw why.HAHAHA. & we always heart talk on the phone and and and Other ppl say WE LOOK ALIKE ! HAHAHAHA.... Amilk we look alike mou? hahaha.... She always there for me and listen my sam xi. Although know each other few months, but i still treat you as my really really close friend. Love you much <3>

The 1st time we met :)
Your 17th birthday celebration

<3>

Quik Liew, Ah quik quik ! :)Liang ji mui. Sister !
Hohohooo. This ah quik ar. Memang ... ! hahahahaha... Really treasure her a lot also. Always will skype with her and Chiong K with her on skype. HAHAHA. Very funny. And heart talk with each other also ! When i very down very down, You'll be there for me. And make jokes try to make me happy ! Very glad to knw you ! She always like to make fun on me and say stupid funny jokes to me ! She cares friends a lot too especially me ! HAHAHAH. Dont say me perasan please. & yea. She always very perasan one. ! Hahaha. Xoxo

Crazy her !!!

We always love ***
You knw i knw :)

The smile we had :)

Chloe, The bieber lady !
This little woman is just so gao xiu and funny ! She really can laugh at anything also. And Laugh so loud infront of many ppl and didn't care of other ppl thinking also. hahaha. And I knew her is the first time when my 17th birthday, she randomly come and wish me happy birthday with a loud voice but that time i dont recognise her. Really feel glad to knw you & she is the girl who always care of friends and always keep sam xi to herself. Dont let ppl worry her one ! She is just so strong. Xoxo....

The first time we met :)

Before !!!

After !!! Hahahahaha

Xoxo

Mzyoka , The avatar, zoka Girl.
Hahahaha. This girl ar ! She got so many nick name. We knew each other through fb also. hahahaha. The first outing is in pavilion wong kok. HAHAH. I remember that a lot. She this slim girl and tall ! Taller than me somemore T___T... Next time can be model already !!! Don't really knw her well, but glad to be friend with you. Becuz of your AVATAR LOOK. hahahahaah !!! And and and She really love her Snowflake so much. Dont eat too much ar !

Snowflake. :D

Crazy her ar !

Chai nee, The bieber & lee hom fanssie !
She is just so cute and a fan of bieber and leehom ! Hahahahah.. Really can stalk both of them 24 hrs man ! Hahaha. Younger than me 2 years ar ! Knew her through fb also. She also can laugh no matter at what thing and laugh till very loud ar. ! Hahaha. Deng hei hmm sun.... !!!

Elicia missy , Miss Elicia :)
Knew her during Amilk Birthday celebration. : ) She takes care her friends a lot :) College girl. Haha. But we do chat a lot too.. Really glad to know her. Babe elicia :))

xoxo !

2010 is coming soon ! Hope everything will be fine ! Especially my spm this year 2010 must score well !!! All my darling and sweethearts, Work hard and all the best for SPM OR PMR YAR :) <3>

媽媽

2010-08-27T07:07:00.000-07:00
有一位女孩子，
很渴望一點的愛在她媽媽身上。
就一點點的愛就好了。

為甚麼當她慢慢的成長，
媽媽就不能對她好一些呢？
為甚麼一定要對她那麼的兇
為甚麼一定要在她的背後做小動作呢？
為甚麼就不能稱讚她一點點呢？

她很吃醋她的身邊朋友
為甚麼她們可以跟媽媽聊得那麼好呢
為甚麼甚麼心事都可以一起分享
甚麼事情都可以跟對方說

可是我跟她們不一樣，
我們就是做不到~

有時候我感覺你很偏見
連旁觀者都覺得

你可以對他很好，
愛他，

我？
就真的不一樣了

所以每次會到家裡，
我都會所在房間里
不想出去客廳

因為我不想看到你跟他那麼的好
可是對我，跟我講的語氣很大分別
有時候回答我一兩句
或者不想回答

你感覺到我的心里是那麼的心痛嘛？
很想講出來，可是我不敢

開心？
我開心嘛？

在你們面前當然開心，
心裡很不開心

很多的話很想表達

可以請你不要在我的背後做小動作了嘛？
如果你不爽我，

就在我的面前說，
不要打小報告

因為我不稀罕

我可以有那麼的一天得到你的一點點的愛嘛？
我活在這個家庭里，
感覺很辛苦

你真的不了解我
感覺上你不想去關心我
就會找我的缺點

我很不開心！！！！！！！！

媽媽，
你可以對我好一點嘛？
我的心很脆弱。。。。

我已經不懂得怎樣去表達我的心情

2010-08-27T06:44:00.000-07:00
感覺上你一點都不了解我的為人
你只看表面，不真真的關心我到底在想些甚麼
表面上的我看起來一點都不在乎，可是我一點都很在意

你只會在他的後面投訴我，
為甚麼就不能當面跟我講呢？
為甚麼你每次都要在我的背後做小動作
你不覺得很無聊的嘛？

表面上你對我好想很好，沒意見，
可是當我不在的時候，你就會慢慢的說我的壞話
沒有一次是好聽的，沒有一句是稱讚我的話
每一次都是很難聽的話

而且還要在我的背後說！
當我知道，我的心真的很痛
為甚麼要這樣？
難道根本好聽的話都沒有嘛？
難道好好聊天都沒有嘛？

有時候感覺上，真的沒有話題可以聊
因為我不知道要怎樣開口，
每一次我要跟你說話，我都好矛盾
都有害怕的感覺
怕我說錯話，我真的很害怕

看到你對他那麼的好，
我很吃醋，很不爽。
為甚麼我就不能擁有那份愛？
那份關心在我的身上？

我每次都跟我自己說，
沒關係，都已經習慣了
讓自己不要去想這些無聊的事情

我心里真的一點都不開心！
已經很累，很累，面對你假假的笑
當作沒有一回事

我有好多的話，和怨話
賣在心裡不想說出來

我每次都跟自己說，
有一天你一定會對我像你對他那麼的好
愛我多一些

就那麼一點點的愛就已經滿足了。
不想渴望那麼多的愛。

Unreliable

2010-08-16T07:26:00.000-07:00

Im suit to be alone and single.
My heart is not stable and strong enough anymore.
My heart cannot make any strong decision and decide what she should do next.

When the moment he appear,
She will start flashing back the past.
Stubborn her really stubborn.
Does not want to give up.

When she know he had fight with his Girlfriend,
She still can pretend nothing happen at all,
and try to help him out to comfort his gf &
supporting him.

She know this is the stupid way,
but She know what she is doing.
Sometimes other ppl doesn't understand why is she doing this,
and been past a year, why is she still so stubborn on loving him so much.
So much so much...

She has no choice loving him so much,
maybe this is fate.
She hasn't find any true love on other people yet.

Maybe this will take a long time to recover her wound in her heart.
She will try her best.
So she need support on everyone else.

When she is a hyper mood or uncontrolled situation,
She is laughing all the way through and
Her mood was up and down all the time.

Out of blue,
She can just cry infront of her friends,
But she did not.
The tears almost fall off,
But luckily it didnt.

When she is alone,
She really cannot control herself.
And she decided to say the three words to him.

She called him and keep laughing.
He was worried.
Keep asking what happen to me.

She told him everything out,
what is she thinking.

She finally did told him the three words.
She did not regret. But ...
He said...
We will never ever be together anymore.
I love my current gf now.

When the moment, she heard this sentence,
Her tears just falling off.
And smiling texting him:
Im sorry. Take good care.

The story just ended like this.

Whenever he fight with his gf or break up with her,
he will come look for me.
And i will give him support not to give up.
Why am i doing this? Wo bu zhi dao !
Ta hen sha bah....

Can he dont sms her and talking about your gf ma?
Her heart is not strong , but she need to pretend
And support you.
But the other hand, she need ppl to support her.

She want to quit from her job.
Stop supporting him .
She will get more hurt.

She is just a simple girl living in an unreliable condition.
She is not the superwoman ...
Please remember this !

Jesslyn sweet 17th :)

2010-08-04T04:23:00.000-07:00

Jesslyn, Eling :D

Jesslyn Belated birthday !

Sorry late post your birthday ar !!!
Heart you A lot ar :)

So this year,
Also the first year help My JESSLYN Celebrate her small little birthday !
hehehe...

On Saturday night,
Went to italian restaurant at Pavilion.
Chill inside there.
And give her a surprise birthday cake..
Hahahah...

Heart her much <3

The surprise finally make her happy the whole night,
And We feel glad and happy that you smile back yar :D
love you much much !

Quik :)

Hope you enjoy ur 17th year ar !!!
:))

Amilk 17th :)

2010-08-04T03:25:00.000-07:00

Now Im going to post about Amilk Birthday ar :)
This is the first year i help her celebrate.
Very special ar.

So ...

How i met this little girl :)
I met her this year only.
Can say is during my bday celebration.
She came to my bday and I didnt knw her actually !
My friend introduce her to me.
So that day we only met once but didnt talk with each other :)
FUNNY US LOLS

Then from that day onwards, we chatted in facebook.
but seldom talk, cause dont really knw each other.
So....

Until last saturday,
She actually invited me out to celebrate her birthday !!
What a Surprise right ! hahaha

So I went hang out with her on saturday with her lovely friends
And my friends too :)

Eling tang <3
Heart her a lot !

Kenny wee :)

Jamey <3
<3 her smile

Li huey <3

The bright smile guy, Jun Lim :D

Ah quik <3

The whole gang :D

Celebrated at wong kok,
And bought one cake for her.
Surprise her ar !!! :D
Wheee

Jamey,Eling,Amilk,Elicia,Me :)

Jevin, Eling,Jamey, Amilk, Elicia,Me, Daniel :)

Forever 17th !!!

Hope you like it !
And we bought you a small little present
Which is a cow.
Amilk mah. hahahaha

Our face. XD

Anyway,
Hope you enjoy ur 17th yar !
Must keep in touch ar !!!

Love Her much :)

Love this pic much much <3

Sick days

2010-07-28T02:35:00.000-07:00

Im currently sick ppl :(
And my Woon Qin babe also sick.
Take care yourself too kay

My Ah xin xin Also sick !
Sighh....
You have weak body.
Rest more ar

Thx for the ppl who send msg to me
Especially Ah yiiing. My lovely sze ying.
Mwuah....

And ofcourse beeling :)
So guan sam me jor ar :)

And cant left out is You , kenny wee :) :)
you take care too ar.
You're sick also !!

Will be back and post about my daily life.
Will Update soon ! <3>

Commencement night !

2010-07-22T04:50:00.000-07:00

Last saturday, our school held a Commencement night In cempaka ladies college :D
Which is in Nilai ! LOls.
So far right?

So early morning, around 7 something reached at school,
And everyone was talking about National Service?
Did you kena? Oh i didnt kena? Hahahhaa....

Jin, karin :)

Lucky me , didnt get chosen :D
Thx for kenny informing me in the middle of the night.
And i was half blurring and in the middle of my sweet dream. hahaha

Jin :D

So Maaf, anda tidak terpilih ! hahahaha.....
No Ns and nightmare for me :D

Soo,,,,
We took 1 hr of jouney to reach over there !
Prepared ourself at there.
And our performance start rehearsal first !!!

Dance mates :)

So until night,
Performance finally starting soon :D

Everything went well, and i love the crowd !
Although not many ppl, but we had fun :D

So everything ended around 9pm.
And i reached school around 10 something. So late !!!

From morning 8am till 10.30pm?
Wtf ? So many hours !!!!
But its worth it though :D

A great performance and commencement night ever !
Dance video is in my facebook :)
Go check it out :)

2010-07-21T06:34:00.000-07:00

Sorry guys for missing in action in these few days. :)
No choice. Busy woman me need to do a lot of stuff.
Like I very busy macam ini? hahaha.
Anyway, Past few days, I just read Someone's blog.
Talking about me? Is it? I guess so? hahaha.

I feel touch on what u wrote and the feeling is true to me.
Thank you so much on what you did to me. Really really appreciate on every single and every milli sec u did to me :) Love ya much.

So, today is the big splash day for us :)
Will update the picture and the post soon :)

Anyway, this few days been busy with prom stuff...
need to start selling tickets to everyone and ask everyone to sponsor !
Just can't wait for prom !!!
few more months to go ! :D WHeeee ~~~

& as you guys know, i started my intensive class in Kasturi now !
So means more tuition to me. Oh god.
Need to reduce few private tuition.
If not i have no time to self study !
Self-study !
Concentrate !

Concentrate on studies just make me fall asleep !
Urgh !

Can't wait for this saturday to come !
Jogoya Ppl :D

Hope i can meet you guys !
MIss ya <3

Signing off from you

2010-07-10T02:55:00.000-07:00
The one u loved the most isn't me.
I can feel it.
Looking back ur past and see all the words and feeling written from you,
I still can feel i maybe not the one.

Or I can say I maybe still have doubts on you.
I know i'm being selfish & didn't give u any chance,
Maybe i more suitable to be a single lady.

Spm is coming, no time for me to think all these stuff.
& I know in few months time, i will be start going into college.
starting a brand new life for me.

I will meet more people, & know more friends.
I don't want you to put a big hope on me.
So i will choose to let you go.

Now is not the right timing for me and you.
You should find other girl who suit you more.
But not me.

& other reason is you know that i still love him.
so its not fair between you and me.

You're really a nice and sweet guy.
Thx for everything that you gave and share to me.
Comforting me and caring me everyday.

Im sorry.
Im not the one for you.

& We are still the close friend okay :)

Smile :)
Please please don't feel sad okay !
You must be happy.
& stay strong.
You can find a better one. Trust me :)

Love ya :)
Remember the peace sign? :)

Signing off ....

FIFA 2010

2010-07-08T02:58:00.000-07:00

World cup post ! :)

FIFA is coming to a full stop soon.
How sad it is. 4 years only can watch once.
Sigh.

But this year really full of surprise.
U supported ur team, but they disappointed you.
Strongest team will have the big chance to get into semi or final?
but they're not. However, is those small little country who qualified into next round.

I supported Brazil , argentina & spain !
The match Brazil vs Holland
seriously disappointed me a lot !
I put so much hope on them, but they didn't play well.
Sigh.....

And Argentina Vs Germany...
This match seriously pissed me off.
Everyone who supported Argentina also had major disappointment on them.
They didn't play well, didn't defend properly , and their formation was wrong.
I aiming some goal from Messi, but he really ........
I have no idea what to say !

Anyway,
Last night match which was semi--final
Spain Vs Germany !
This match really worth all of us to watch !

Both of the team played very well, and both of them have strong players too.
So you wouldn't know who will be qualified ..
Both of them was like 50 50. Average !

But a head shot from Spain really save them !
Hahahahaha....
Finally is 1-0.
And Spain got qualified !!!
Yeappieee XDXD

Now im waiting for FINAL to come ! ! !
Next monday !!!
We gonna rock for the final babe :)))

Heart beat !

2010-07-04T06:34:00.000-07:00

My heart beat , beat till i cant control myself.
It beat until so fast that make my whole mind blank
& can't really breath properly.

Do you have the same feeling too?

When I know i'm gonna meet you soon,
My heart beat starting to beat until so fast....
Really really fast, my hand was shaking ....
And i feel my temperature on my body went down,
it become so cold....

My hand become freeze.
and my breath too....

I couldn't wait to see you,
is this call normal to me?
or maybe i feel scare to see him.
or maybe i really wanna see him.
i dont know....
All this questions marks its been coming out in my mind...
But all the questions , i couldn't answer.

When the moment i saw you, my heart beat, beat until real fast.
I don't know what to say to you,
But i know i have a lot of questions wanna ask you,
but my mind just went completely blank.

The only thing i asked is how are you,
how are you and your girlfriend?
Thats all.
I don't know what ask anymore.

You were walking behind of me,
& I was walking infront of you.

I couldn't face you in a proper way,
I wanna walk back and walk with you .
But i can't.

At last,
I decided to walk front,
& walked away.
& say a goodbye to you in a far distance,
& you appear off from me.

I wanna check whether are you still there,
but the crowd make my eye view blur.
I couldn't spot you anymore.
You just disappear off in like 1 sec.

Not even 1 sec,
mili sec i could say !

I'm really happy that i could see you.
But in other words,
Im sad ....

My mood was up and down on that day.
I couldn't smile infront of my dad's friends.
I was just pretending myself to smile brightly and say hello to them

I could feel my smile was fake.
But i have to smile and pretend nothing happen infront of my parents...

I was suffering to smile .
Infront of you guys,
I can smile and laugh.
Butt sometimes im just pretending.

Im trying myself to be strong.

Please be strong Rebeeca Khoo !
I know you can do it !

The monkey is still with right beside me.
Maybe its time to put you in a box.

The night under the star prom fundraiser

2010-07-04T01:51:00.000-07:00

The night under the star was successfully organized :)
Although the crowd turned out was not a lot, but overall was awesome :)

SALINA :D

Total we have 7 bands competing with each other,
from diff school and diff ages !
So i guess it's a good chance to compete :)

POP AKA CHUN WEI :)

The crowd was superbly high and had fun during the battle of the band !
hahaha.
All the songs caught our heart and attracted our attention :)

The food was well prepared, but left over food donated to the orphanage ...

KARIN :)

I was so busy after school ,
Had dance rehearsal, and had my bath in school.
And straight went to the place and set up everything .

Until everyone is here, I only can chill myself down and have fun with other ppl :)
From morning 7am till 1am, Non-stop running here and there, and settle all the stuff.
:))

WENG JIAN, XIN, JULIAN
(D' CONNECTION BAND)

DSON, CHUN WEI

I'm glad that D' Connections won the 2nd place,
Congratz to you all yar.
Remember to come to our prom and perform :)

See you guys there.

EYTHAN & JOEL

So around 10pm,
Brazil match finally starting.
I'm so disappointed the way brazil played.
Sigh,
They do not defend and played well.
Sudah makan duit is like that one lar.
Top team will get into semi-final,
but they dont want to.
And give the chance to holland.
Wth right !
Really really sad !

And last night,
Argentina Vs Germany
A Hugee hugee disappointment also !
Argentina didnt played well, didnt defend good enough.
They also makan duit jor !
SIgh !!!!

U can see how they play ,
the one they played well and good was with japan.
But this match, seriously you guys are ****!!!

Messi dont wanna goal.
ALways kick high goal.
Sigh....

Luckily spain didnt disappointed me !
They won :)
So now is spain vs germany !
:D :D :D

My perfect future husband

2010-06-29T07:04:00.000-07:00

My perfect future husband

Every woman has their own picture of an perfect and ideal husband whether it is someone that is exactly what they look for or some of the qualities they were searching for. When i was a little girl, like many other little girls, I had dreams of marrying Prince Charming, like becoming Cinderella and marry to a young prince and live happily ever after . Now that I’m older, though I would still like to marry Prince Charming, I understand that it is not likely . I’ll have to face the reality and maybe I would accept the first and second runners up. A perfect man or dream man is impossible to find, but an ideal one may be easier if your target isn’t that high .

Firstly, the most important quality to look out for is love, compatibility and communication. I believe it is wrong if a man and woman commit to marriage for reasons other than love, they will immediately divorced and affect their future. In other words, it is important for my future husband truly in love with me and truly cherish and appreciate each other. We should also be able to talk and share our thoughts in an honest way and not keeping secrets with each other. Besides that, forgiving and taking care with each other is also very important in our relationship bonding. If we don’t bare with each other, problems will not solve and we will argue all day long for the same topic. Hence, instead of fighting who’s the winner in this argumentative topics, why not sit down and have a chill talk or find ways to solve it.

Besides that, Trust is also play an important role in our marriage life. My husband must have fully trust on me. If there is no trust in between both of us, our relationship will not go on and there will be no point to be with each other for the rest of our life. In my future, husband will be my other half who would take care of me for the rest of my life and be with him until you breathe the last breath. So, trusting is so important that will built up our love bonding.

Apart from that, I guess every woman want their husband to be at least 6 inch tall or maybe taller than herself. For me, i think my husband must be at least taller than me and have the strong muscle body to protect me. This is to protect you from injury and you feel secure. If your husband is belong to a weak stage or having weak body, I don’t think they will have the ability and energy to protect you and the other hand you will need to protect them.
 Next, I would require my future husband to be a responsible young man and good looking too . A man who understands and carries his duties as a husband is one whom all woman desire and sought after. This same goes for me. If my husband has proven himself responsible and trustworthy, I can definitely rely on him to earn an honest living, educate our children and remain loyal to our marriage. He need to show his a responsible father to our children and taking good care to them. Good looking young husband also a must in my target but not too handsome or famous guy as they will seek for other hot girls or maybe they will just fooling around with your love.

I could go on and on about the many other great qualities which I would love my future husband to be . However, in reality life, I do not expect a lot in my future husband to be perfect or my dream man. What really a true perfect husband is not what their looking or other great qualities, but is what I love and adore about him and the way he treat me. It is impossible to describe a future husband in a few words but I am rest assured that he will be the man who will willing to listen to the silliest things I have to say, understand when I am feeling down in the dark side, love and cherish for who I am, and always be by my side until I breathe my last breath. He will be the most perfect in my eyes. <3

Step off is the best way

2010-06-25T02:40:00.000-07:00

If one day , you and him didnt seen for each other for some time,
and out of sudden, he is invited to a celebration & you're been invited too.
But you have a feeling something gonna happen on that day.

The reason why is because,
He already in a relationship.
He might bring along his girlfriend.
So when you see them being so sweet together,
you'll feel heartache and jealous.
& remember the past , the memories.
The feeling is unforgettable.

So what for go and see him again right.

And the second reason is.

If one guy is falling in love with you, & he is being invited too.
This will make you don't know what to do.
Means 4 ppl facing with each other and so malu.
What for right.
You don't wanna face your ex and his girlfriend,
you don't wanna face all those Shit happen !
You don't dare to face the fact !
Cause you don't want to !!

Later drama happen then trouble will be coming soon....
You don't want your friend big day just spoil it like this with all these shyt right...

So the best way is you step off from the ring,
and stay away from the drama.

You don't wanna see all the jealous, drama, happening on ppl big day right.
Step off is the best way to solve all these problem .

Results

2010-06-25T01:57:00.000-07:00
No school today for me :)
Report card day !

Mom and I went to take my report card !
& talk to some of the teachers.

They don't really like my progress and keep asking me to study harder.
They say i can do it.
Just that need to force myself sit down and focus !
Sigh ....

I think my mama and daddy going to be quite disappointed on my results.
Sigh....

I really not satisfied with my results.
All average marks. 50 and 60 only.
Didnt achieve 70 marks for this mid year exam.

My teacher going to expect me to get higher than all the marks i get for this exam.
Im going to be real stress.
But i need to get my butt and study !
Tuition tuition , Study study, Revise revise.
I must do it.

2 more months to trial !
Not much time left for me !

Im not going to think of other stuff anymore.
Don't wanna bother other stuff too much.
Just stay at home ....

I need to push hard on myself !
Lalalalalalalalaalalalalaal

2010-06-23T07:10:00.000-07:00

Now i realize you're not important to me .
Why am i still being a stubborn person & keep you in my mind.
I seriously dont know why.
One of my friend said is because he already been part of my family already.
Is like one of the most important person in my life.
& i get use him being beside me .

Should i go for another relationship and forget about him?
Even though i still cant fully forget him from my mind.

Maybe try to accepting other person is the best way to cure ....

People, Help me !

School Days !

2010-06-21T07:28:00.000-07:00

School started todayyy !!!! :(
I bet everyone missed holiday !!!!
Including me :(

When school starts, It will be a hectic month to me !
I will start to control myself and Start studying more !
Cause my results is really really bad !!!!

& this friday will be my report card day !
Oh shoot !
Why on earth is there call PARENTS DAY !
Shoot wei !

All my results will be shown to my parents,
& i think i will get scolded by them !
Sigh......

Children always get scolded from them.
Is normal ~~~~

Soooooooo,,,,,,,
Any gossips ppl? haha

I dont have one either !
These days been happening a lot of things !
Which i didnt expected it !

Oh my,
life is this !
We can't predict what happen next.

Anyway,
I will blog other time soon :)
TOODLES :D

Summer day

2010-06-18T08:30:00.000-07:00

I love them :D

Well well well,
Its friday people :)
Everyone loves friday .
Dont they? :D

Anyway,
This is my last outing for the month.
& After this i guess i wont be going out that often anymore?
Or maybe try to keep myself at home and concentrate on trials? :(
Hmmmmm.
SPM SPM SPM.

Estee

So The girls, decided to go pavilion.
To catch a movie and hang out :D
We watched toy story 3 !!! :D

Selina & estee :D

We should have watch 3D !!
Memang wasted !

Overall, the movie was funny !
10/10 :D

Beloved py :D

So after movie,
Went to look for eling :D
& chloe & bieber chai nee also :D
hahahaha

My ah moi, selina :D

After looking for them,
they accompany me to look for Kenny in SNOWFLAKE :D

We scare him out out of sudden. hahahah
Damn luen shui and keep shouting. Hahaha

After chilling for a while,
went to cotton on to get some clothes :D
Its on sale baby ! :D

Im lovin it :D
So i spot 2 skirt .....
& at the end i bought it :D

Later on,
went to Snowflake again.
To meet MA YO KA :D
hahahahahhaa

Ma yo ka :D

Finally can meet her this sor po jor.
&& Loe ng. Memang crazy ppl ! hahaha

CHloe ng :D

They headed for movie,
& me.
Hahahaha.
Join back the girls and shop in topshop :D
I bought one pinkish shorts. :D
hahahah

After topshop,
i went to shop aloone.
Went into MNG ;D
Having big saless.
& me.
Called kenny to accompany me forwhile. :)

Kenny :D

Bought one red tshirt from there :D
So cheap !! XD

I really having fun today !
And im HAPPY !!!! ;D

Outing Pav

2010-06-16T22:12:00.000-07:00

Kenny finally back to kl :) :)
I knw its late to write this post.
As he actually came back for few dayssss already !
Hahaha

The kenny :D

Anyway,,,,
So we planned to go hang out together and watched movie in Pav ! :)
Kenny was late ! & i woke him up. ==
Berlin was late too
& eling was late too.
Everyone was still sleeping and i woke them up. Haha

Luckily Quik! ! ! Woke up early and accompany me forwhile. hahaha
So went to pav around 1pm .
Kenny finally arrived and we headed to wong kok :D
Wong kok again . hahaha.

Berlin finally arrived and Daniel tooo :D

After having our lunch,

Went to meet up Sze ying, Jesslyn, Woon qin, Joann :)
Leng leng arr ! And ELing , Venez came too :D

Hang our forwhile then Take our movie tickets which is Karate Kid.
Wootsss :D :D

After that,
Went to japanese crep cafe :D
To try the new delicious ice cream :)

Choco & banana :D

SOooooo,,,
Eling & I bought one chocolate banana ice cream.
The taste was okay lar.
But i dont like it.....
:(

Anyway,
Its time for movie ! :)))

So thats all
The day outing with kenny ! hahaha

2010-06-03T21:07:00.000-07:00

HOliday HOliday Holidayssss !!!

I'm gonna rock !!!

Plan for it? Hmmmm....

This weekends i have dance show in Puchong boulevard ! Opposite ioi mall !

& I'm sorry i couldn't make it on sunday . Pui yi ! Sorry !
Anyway,
Happy Birthday okay :D
Have fun ya !

So going on,
Next week is actually a holiday for me !
But Apparently !!!
We have extra class !!

SPM MAH !
NO CHOICE LOL.
Sigh!!!
Big disappointment !

So which means i only have one week left to let me rock ! :D
Woots !

The next next week.
Let me seee....
Planning with Eling to Lagoon ! :D
Planning with Aly to Somewhere !
Planning with Kye to Somewhere tooo !!!
Hahahaa
And ofcourse planning with other friends to other places to rock :D

&&&&

The most exciting thing i cant wait for is !!!!

Da da da dang !!!!!

KENNY WEE IS COMING BACK ON THE JUNE :D

Im gonna meet him ! I missed him freaking lots !!!!
Sorry for the past few days as I didnt reply ur msg and ur calls !

I will see whether i can pick u up or not !!!! Hahahahaa.
Sushi with me okay???? :)

&& My souvenier okay !!!!
:D

Im going to paint my nails now :D

Toodlessss

2010-06-01T23:17:00.000-07:00

Dont worry about me :)

Love

Save

2010-06-01T03:23:00.001-07:00

Remember to take care my dear friends !

World is changing every seconds.

The world is a strange planet to me already !

害怕

2010-06-01T01:54:00.000-07:00
如果有一天，你在等候人家載你回家，
你明明跟他說來載你現，可是你就等了好久。
時間慢慢的過，可是你還在等著....

過了不久，你發現其他人來載你。
你被嚇倒了
你看見你自己的親人在車裡面，然後是某人的朋友來載你..
你終於上車了。

你感覺很突然和好奇，為甚麼不是他載呢？
然後某人就對你說，
你明天甚麼都不用做。。

你就真的很好奇了。
很想問到底發生甚麼事情了

可是某人就跟你說，回家後在說。。。

可是你就要現在知道真相。

某人就忍不住的對你說了。。。

某人就說。
有一個早上，有人打電話回家，
說：：

請問您的親人在家嘛？
您的股票可以賣了。

然後就問，
您的親人要不要賣啊？
某人就說親人不在

然後
他們就問某人親戚及時回來啊？
親戚的兒女在家嘛？

某人就傻傻的說，
兒女在家。親人不在。

過後，
他們就一直問某人親戚及時回來！

某人就感覺很害怕，
通了電話給某人的朋友。

某人的朋友就打給某人的親戚。
告訴股票的事情。

某人親戚就打給股票的公司，
說沒這回事情。

某人的親戚就很害怕了。
馬上打電話給某人說，

請你好好照顧他們。。。
叫他們明天不用做任何事情。

你聽了感覺很害怕！
心裡很害怕。

某人親戚就會馬上盡力回來。

你感覺上這世界已經變得很模糊了
你不知道要相信誰

你已經很很很害怕

這個事情是第一次發生在他的身上。

你已經很模糊了
不知道可以做甚麼

如果是你？
你害怕嘛？

Pavi

2010-05-29T04:53:00.000-07:00
29 May 2010

Woots.
My dad having his launching of his new hair tonic in his own shop.
So me as his daughter sure must go and support him :D

the models :D

I asked My darling Eling Teman me :D
&& Berlin Ng
&&Mzyoka

Berlin. Lc LC

Babe Eling <3>

After the launching,
Went to meet up with Eling .
Woots.
Sexy girl !

Woots <3>

Had sweet talk with her when walking and luen shui-ing. hahaha

Baby, You look skinny OKay !!!
:) Mwuah !

After that,
went to Wong kok for lunchie !!!
Mzyoka reached after a while.
And 3 of us waiting berlin to come.
Eessh.
He memang like a woman !
So SLow poke !

Mzyoka, Eling

Peace out <3 onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_aVAl_KKHktY/TAEC4Dx07pI/AAAAAAAABis/BpEKv9M8YJE/s1600/IMG_0854.JPG">
Mzyoka <3>

After having lunch ,
Went to meet up Chai Nee , Jevin, Vinz, And Venez.
Woots.
hahahaha

And Quik And Chin chai too :D :D

Quik Quik

Chin chai , chai Nee

Went to Snowflakes Makan their desert !
I tell you.
memang sedap okay !
You guys must go and try :D :D
Im in Love With Snowflakes :D :D

Had fun talk when eating
hahahaha
I love you guys lar !
<3>

對不起

2010-05-22T09:49:00.000-07:00

当你就这样说不要了
我突然明白了游戏里的角色
你選擇要你的快乐你选择你的选择
我只是个陪你疯了一场短暂狂欢的过客
你要你的快乐你是绝对自由的
我只能在你离开后发现
你从来不是我的

我到後來還是個過客，
你到後來還是不屬於我的

我不需要同情心，
我不需要你跟我表達甚麼。

我只要你離開我

我不想和你做朋友。
因為我知道我還愛你。
我不想因為我的愛而搞亂你的生活

對不起
搗亂你這幾個月的時間
還有耽誤和牽著你的手
我要懂得放手

對不起
請原諒我的自私

。。。。

Xoxo, I love you

Just get rid of me

2010-05-22T09:17:00.000-07:00

When you know he is not around your area anymore.
Or part of your life anymore.

You'll begin to feel isolated and wanting to be alone .
Your feeling begin to fade away from day by day.

He will not be there for you to support or count on him anymore.
He will vanish & disappear from your world,
Or maybe He belongs to other person.

How hard you're trying to show him your love,
He wont be bother to know ,
Why should he bother?
He think you're too desperate,
& He think you're Stupid !

But i know you're not stupid.
Cause you cant get used the life without him anymore.
You get used to call him the name you called everyday,
You get used to miss him every second and take care of him,
You get used to call him everyday and asking about his life,
You get used to his love and caring to you.

A lot of stuff you'll get used too.
But at the end,
When you're dumped by him, or even you dump him or what so ever,
You just cant get used without him and accept the fact.

This is what you'll get when you're in relationship and
when you're alone all the time.

Until so many months away,
I'm still deep in love with him.
Why? Dont ask me why.
I can't answer your question...

I still imagine that he is still with me all the time.
I still imagine he actually still exist in my world.
I still imagine he is around somewhere looking for me,

I always imagine he is around me when i'm in the mall,
or maybe i have the chance to see his face,
I am so desperate seeing him .

I still have the imagination,
he will waiting outside school and waiting for me to finish my class.
Or he will just stand outside & see what am i doing.

Am i nuts?
Or am i too stupid or innocent? or maybe

I really couldn't accept the fact that he really really really not belong to me anymore.
He belongs to other person .

Or maybe

I couldn't get used what i have now.

I am trying so hard to give up on you.
There are one time that i thought i really give up on you,

But in the sake that,
You come and look for me and talk to me.

Or there are still some other people talking about your life and stuff.
& this really make me even more miss you
& wanted to talk to you & ask about you.
But i can't . I really can't .

Can I just stop imagining you again.
My whole mind is your images .
I wanted the images to be clear off ,
and burn it .

I thought i broke the connection between you & me,
But i don't know why.
God still wanted me to have a connection between you & me.

Is like they don't want me to forget about you,
& don't talk to you anymore.

Sometimes,
I still think about you.
But when i'm really busy that time,
I wouldn't think about you...

Maybe I should make myself busy and not to think of you !

God,
Can you just take me away from him.
I want to live a normal life
I want to get rid of him.

Can someone please just let him to stay away from me.
& not to have any connection to me anymore.

I want this person to disappear from my sight.
My view even my imagination !
I want him to totally disappear.

I don't care you guys use magical or some kind of stuff.
I Just want him to D.I.S.A.P.P.E.A.R

Maybe I should get into another relationship,
& only that time I really can forget about you
And leave you away !

I REALLY NEED TO ACCEPT THE FACT THAT

YOU'RE NO LONGER BELONG TO ME ANYMORE.

最好的我(連歌詞)

2010-05-14T09:35:00.000-07:00
Listen to this.
I wanna you to hear this.
This is all my words to you.

I still love you...

Goodbye my dear.
<3

Cheer 2010 & Dance 2010 :)

2010-05-14T02:17:00.000-07:00

Woots.
Im back to blog again :)

Did anyone miss me ? Hahaa

Anyway, Cheer and dance competition officially ended !
woots !

I'm quite satisfied what i got for cheer results .
Although we got 3rd out of 4th place.
But i'm really proud to all my cheerleaders !!!
: )

Thx for the patience and time for this year cheer 2010 !

I love you all : )))

Well,
dance competition.
I'm quite sad about the results !
I really put a lot of hope on my modern dance.
but i didn't get into final .
Was quite sad about it.

Panda <3

Sze ying <3

Rachel <3

Ah Quik Quik <3

Silly faces :D

My teacher told me we going to get into semi-final round,
but at last we're not.
Cause we keep bang to others dancers and this make us cant make it for the next round.

Selina wong <3

But nvm : )
We'll still have other chance.
This is our first year partnership .
Just taking experience : )

Well,
ladies event results was really a shock to me !
I really didn't hope that we got into final round and
we got 6th placing !!!
hahahaha

Daniel Chan <3

Im quite happy with it already.
although is not champion,
But we give out all our energy and commitment into it already.
im happy with it : )

Yi yon <3

To all who came and support me
or the one who wished me.
Thx a lot !!!

I really glad to have you guys !
& thx for the support .
I love you guys : )

Exam exam exam !
Is on the way !
18th of may is mid year exam !
Im not well prepared yet !

But i will try my best to work hard ! : )

&& June holiday is coming soon.
I'm still thinking should i compete for the june dance competiton?
The competition is around holiday.

So which means i only can practice after my exam over.
Or maybe once a week?
I have no idea.

I really wanted to participate so i can get more experience.
But need to ask permission from my Parents !
Parents are always No. 1 :)

I want exam to over faster !
So i can have holiday to relax forwhile :)

but the first week we have extra classes until 2pm :(
So which means we only have one week instead of two weeks holiday !

How sad it is !

&& Guys,
I haven't watch IP MAN 2 & IRON MAN 2.
:(

I'm waiting holiday to come !!!

Holiday ppl .

Time to party?
Alright? XD

2010-05-01T06:32:00.000-07:00
Sometimes i don't really want to knw the truth.
& dont bother about it.

But sometimes they wanna let you knw the truth,
and make u to decide to something .

WHY??

Can i just pretend nothing happen before.
& continue my life.

F to F ?
Actually is what to me?
I dont know.

Sometimes they exist in your world,
but when you Need it, they wont appear infront of you.

You wanna say out loud to them,
But you cant.
Cause you need to control.

Or maybe you dont want anything to happen.
So you will feel better.

It do not live with you forever..
When it stays long to you,
doesnt mean is important.

It can be few days ago to be with only.
S.t.s are all around the world.

Cf to CF wont say any s.t.s to you also.
Cause when Cf has a other CF

They will just forget about >>>....

Who Should i T.. Now !

I dont know.

I rather live in a LNY World.

Bye

Busy life

2010-04-28T03:58:00.000-07:00

Have you ever tried your timetable is fully occupied with studies and other events?
Like fully be used ?

I did tried before.
Now every moment and every seconds even one mili second,
Is so important and precious to me !

As you guys know,
Mua cheer competition and dance competition is on the way soon !
Which is Next weekkkk !!!

8th of May ,
Inter-school Cheerleading Competition,
9th of May ,
Ballroom dancing competition.

18th of May,
2010 final Mid Year exam In my High school !

June Holiday,
Another dance competition,
Around june 3rd or 4th i think !
:/ :/ :/

First week holiday,
will be having extra classes.
Another week,
What should i do then?
@@

& July,
Going for intensive classes !
Oh gosh

Now you can imagine how busy am I~

This weekend will be seriously tiring and stress for me !
Cheer practice and dance rehearsals !
As well as next week too.
My tuition time are all mixed up together with all my practices.

I feel so sorry to my tuition teacher as i always change their time.
or didn't attend as Im tired or no time.
Geram myself !

Mid year exam coming soon,
Will be tough for me.
Left 2 & the half more weeks to get ready !

& this coming cheer comp is so stress to me !
Seriously under pressure !
We seriously need to win ,
so we can beat other houses and win a house cup back !
Everyone is looking forward into our Cheer.
So now you can imagine how stress i am !
& people always don't turned up for practices.
Which make me geram betul also !

We always don't have full team practice before !
How can we finish everything by next week?
Our stunts are not well done yet.
Flyers and bases are not familiar with their stunts yet.
And they're NOT STABLE !

How can we continue like this?
Our Dance is okay .
But my target is very high !
I want 100% from them !
But if you give too much pressure to them,
they will undergo pressure also.
So better not.

People, we need to sync man !
Im seriously scared !
We are not well prepared and we're wasting our practice time
with some nonsense like coming late for practice,
or no transport or tuition or other stupid reasons !
Bear with us this week and next week alright !
Just put down everything and concentrate on Cheer.

Now dance competition,
Also really stress to me !

First,
Im competing Ladies event !
This girl call C is competing with me !
She actually still a beginner .
That's why sometimes i can't blame her forgetting her own steps,
or not familiar with the steps.
I gone through this before when 2 years back i joined ladies event with my teacher also !

But the thing is,
C is keep complaining her back bone and all other muscle being pain ,
& C injured herself.
Can you just take care yourself properly?

Maybe you think the steps are difficult to you,
but you need to practice more !
As i did last time when i was still a beginner.
I work so hard and i even cried when i did wrong or get scolded from my teacher.
Cause I'm scared and keep looking others how well they danced.
But the most important is ,
Don't look others when you're dancing.
Just focus on your own or look to your partner !

You always feel tired after 1 hour of class !
But do you know our competition is coming !
We don't even spend time for our own practices.
How can we do well?

Even when we have classes,
you don't have the mood to dance at all !
& you're keep complaining you're tired or muscle pain
or bla bla bla !

You thought im not tired is it?
2 hours of class with my other partner,
& sometimes without resting,
i continue straight after my 2 hours of class,
and have class with you for another 2 hours.
Im tired also okay !
But i did not complain at all.

I still focus on what teacher said to us.
They want to see our feeling in the dance.
But you're not giving !

I seriously don't know what to do with you.
We still have one more dance which can be said incomplete yet.
And we dont have PRACTICE AT ALL !!

Im Not saying myself being good or topclass !
But you need to make yourself perfect also !
We now left 2 or 3 more classes only !!!!

2 or 3 more ONLY !!!
Im scared you know !!
Aren't you afraid???
Aren't you afraid while you're doing the wrong steps infront of hundreds of people
and malu infront of the crowd or even judges? Or i can say your parents also !

I will the shame of myself not being perfect at all And have enough practices !
Then i rather not compete !
Please get rid of your tiredNESS and PAINfulNESS !
Just try and focus can !
==

Phewwww,
I need to calm myself downn !

Now i have other partner too !
with a guy actually.

He is an experience competitors which compete for few competitions already !
Thats why i can say he is well experience and familiar with all his steps. !
But as for me,
Im not !
I just joined once.
& now this comp is the 2nd time for me !

Is Pressure to me dancing with you also !
Cause i need to work harder in order to catch up with your level !
& be familiar with all the steps given by teacher !

All the spin turns, drop me , split, and others cool stunts.
All i like it,
but this is the first time doing all these.
I need to practice more and work hard with you !

I scare i fall or do the wrong steps with you during comp !
I don't want that to be happen & i wanna get good resultss !
I know results are not important but for me is a target and a compliment to me !
To make myself to work harder and be a good dancer !

My teacher ask me to be humble !
She said i improved a lot a lot !!
Yes. Humble is the word !
I always remember this word when im dancing.
Be humble when you're dancing.
Don't be too happy or think you're the number one already !
You're not at all !

That's why practice makes perfect !
I hope my parents this year will watch me compete and
not like 2 years ago left me alone competing and without anyone to support me.
Won the 1st place also tak ada feeling !

I'm Stress baby !

Canon g11 :D

2010-04-20T02:26:00.000-07:00

Canon g11 here i come :D You're gonna be mine baby !
Its a Semi-pro camera ! Im going to get it & i can't wait for it. haha. Gonnna take thousands of pic with my beloved friends. <3

Tomorrow will be sports rehearsal day ! Hope i can get it tonight. Lowyat should be better pricing right? Hmm Hope so. Cause canon shop is way to expensive. Cost around Rm1999 But in lowyat they say is much more cheaper :D *wink* *wink*

Sports rehearsal tml will be at Bangi stadium, Which is seriously freaking far ! IS like driving to KLIA Going to take around 45mins. And somemore I have to search for the place ! So means will take almost 1 hour ! Oh no !

Need to wake up early to get ready. Eesh... & you know what. Im running tml for the finalist ! Oh gosh ! 100m & 200m ! Im going to be dead tired !

if i get in in this 2 events, Means I'll have to run 100m, 200m & 4x100m on this saturday which is SPORTS DAY :( And i still have to march ! Woosh. I feel like im a SuperWoman now ! Hahaha.. Wish me luck for tml ! :D

2010-04-17T04:33:00.000-07:00
我應該相信男人所說的每一句話嘛？
有時候我感覺上他們在說謊
可是有時感覺他們說的每一句是真的~

很害怕被欺騙，
不想在擁有背叛的感覺了~

有時候我在想，
有些事情真的對我們很不公平~
明明你愛他，可是你卻沒有那個膽量去愛他~
明明他愛你，可是你不愛他~
愛情就是那麼的矛盾，
不知所措。

一些男人，在你的面前對你甜蜜的說話，
可是在背後，卻跟其他女人撒嬌，說悄悄話~
有些男人，看你長得不錯，很漂亮
就對你有感覺~
可是他們根本不愛你~

有些男人，貪新鮮。
舊的在一起久了，
就要新的

這世界就是那麼的現實和殘忍。
要找一個好男友真的很困難~

自己一個人生活更好~
沒有那麼的煩惱!

你們要懂得堅強啊!

<3

2010-04-14T04:18:00.000-07:00

朋友，
不會永遠的留在你身旁

一旦時間慢慢的過，
你會發現某些東西會慢慢的消失。

不要太天真的以為，
他們會永遠的支持你，
連絡你，愛護你，打聽你的消息，

時間慢慢的過，
他們會當你消失，
或者當作你是陌生人。

這世界就是那麼的殘忍。
不管你和他們的感情是那麼的豐厚，
那麼的長久，

到最後，
你會慢慢發現原來，
你是孤獨的。

有時候，
當你孤獨的時候，
或者你想跟朋友談心事，
你會發覺
原來沒有一個朋友
是可以完全的相信，
可以跟他聊得起

所以，
請不要太相信朋友是永固的。
因為是不可能的。
不要太天真。
接受事實吧

自己明白就好了。
還是部落格比較好。
會永遠的在我身旁，
陪伴我，講心事。

Girls night out

2010-04-13T02:29:00.001-07:00

A friday night out with all my darlings at pavilion for a chilling dinner :)
Thx to Selina wong, mainelynn,mun heem, panda, jesslyn, woon qin, sze ying for coming to join me for dinner yar :)

Pan pan :D

Perasan panda :)

mainelynn, selina wong, me, qin, ying, jesslyn :)

I love you guys nia .
Heart heart to you all :D

heart you all :)

First, we wanted to go La bodega for our dinner,
but it was fully booked :(

Like like, I love You :D

So then, we decided to go to Japanese restaurant .
& we ordered a lot of sushi .
hehe.

Ying, Miss you <3>
Until around 9 something,
some of my darlings went back home,
so left me and panda they all nia.

Girls outing nia :)

We walked around to find brenda present.
then 10 something only back home. :)

Hope next time can go out with you guys again o :)
muaks.
Love <3

SPM STUDY SKILLS + LATE night out

2010-04-13T02:04:00.000-07:00

SPM study skills are officially over guys.

Wheee ;D

We started our Study skills last friday from 8am till 7pm.
Which was really super tiring for us.
Speakers for certain subject came to our school &
taught us the technique to answer the questions
& gave some tips.
Some was quite useful, but some i was falling asleep. XD

But the most greatest part was,
get to chat with more friends from cheras people.
& keep in touch with them :)

Im gonna miss this study skills in my life 2010 . ! Aww ~

Joo kei <3

Yi tong <3

Angel, kei, me , tong :)

I love you guys <3

Saturday night after study skills around 8pm ,
my darlings & i went to PJ SS2 for our dinner :)
We went to some random dessert shop.
The dessert was not bad
but the hot drinks really not really tasty.
Darlings, we should go other shop next time :)

The durian cake :D

Mango cake :D

Delicious right?:D

So then , we ordered durian cake, mango cake,
and some cold drinks . :)
We only ate all these for dinner.
Cause we're rushing to go back home.

After having dinner,
went to Selina house to pack her stuff
cause she's coming to my house for sleepover.
Slumber party ! Haha.

later on,
bee ling & selina went to my house.
And we ordered MC Donald !
Cause we're not full at all.
Ordered 20 pieces of nuggets, large fries and burgers.
Really gaining weight !
:/

Anyway,
Sunday early morning,
we have to go to school again for study skills.
The whole weekend is gone. :(

2010-04-01T20:56:00.000-07:00

Games Carnival is officially ended in 2010 !
Woohoo. :D

This is the best games carnival :)
My bestie, lovely , hawty met all my friends at Cheras.
Which means is a great thing :)
We can go out next time together and Pou tgt too :D
*wink*

My skin is so dark !!!
Half of my body got tan.
So you can imagine how my body look like.
MY face really look like Mangali Now.
Stupid panda call me Mangali.
Im going to cubit you XD

This Saturday Night ,
Will be hanging out with all my lovely hawty Woman !
Will be having dinner and chill at Pavi :D
Can't wait for tml baby !

Starting next week will be sports practice,
which i can't wait for it to come.
Hahaha.
We gonna have marching, and cheer practice
Wheee......
Every subject will be shorten by half and hour of class only.
:D
Until the end of April !

Next friday until sunday will be my SPM study skilss baby !
From 8am till 7pm.
Dead boring !
And somemore we have to pay RM250
WTH right?

We go there already so bei min ,
and now still have to pay
what is this !!

Anyway, dont care lar.
its compulsory to all the form 5's !

Exam results really suxkishhh !
Eesshhh....
Need to work hard !
:(

Will write my other post on other day again :)
Toodles.